Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Life...Upside Down!

Tummy time for Mariyah!


Mama once told me that the hardest part of the motherhood's journey is the last month of pregnancy and the 1st after delivery...So far, it's true...

For a while I started to believe that I am having postpartum depression...It all started with me crying whenever I hear her cry, and then crying because of the silliest mishaps happening around! It got worse once Jeeej went back to work after his 2 weeks off! I'm cooling down now...I'm sure it's all hormones and I will get over this all soon inshallah...

The fact that mama couldn't be here with me doubled my crying! I once woke her up at 1 am her time sobbing...asking her to do her best and come over here right away...but the very next day we talked and laughed about it!

I need a vacation! Sometime off!


I'm heading North tomorrow! I will be away from home for a week...We both will miss Jeeej so much! But we all need this...


I hope I will be able to relax and take it easy:) No laptop, no phone calls...nothing!

7 thoughts from family & friends:

7aki Fadi said...

inshallah before you know it things will be back to normal, and by things I mean you will feel more in control.

Just remember, if offered help, take it.

Allah yi3eenek Nido :)

Qabbani said...

Allay yehadi balk :)

it will be ok with time :)

Simple Me said...

nido that's a good thing to do, im sure you'll come back feeling fresh and great.. enjoy sweetie!

mab3oos said...

may I recommend Scientology?

Rina said...

adha we2doOd nido!
you'll be one amazing mother I'm sure!
xoxo

bella said...

Nido!!! Belated congratulations on having the baby, I LOVE the name you picked out, it's so pretty mashallah!

Hope you're doing better and relaxing these days :)

nido said...

Dandoon: I'm sure it'll will get better:) I realized that its ok to cry...
I wish I was offered help! But it's ok...I will do my best and will get over it:)

Qabbani: Allah yis3idak...thanks a lot:)

Dima: Thanks habibti:) I'm back and feeling much better..hamdillah:)

Rina: Thanks sweets...Just count your blessings for having all yr family members around you to offer you help:) Allah yi7fazlik eyyahom ya rabb! Miss you all!!

Bella Bella Bella....Welcome back:D It's good to see you here again! Thanks a lot...I'm much better now hamdillah...:D